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My mum flat out told me that I wasn't getting a birthday. I mean I didn't expect something big and fantastic but still. She flat out told me that we weren't celebrating my birthday this year. Those were her EXACT words. I'm really kind of depressed now. This year has just been so unbelievably horrible. First I moved to the middle of nowhere Tennessee, (kill me now) then I lost my camera charger, (thats why I've been kind of invisible lately) I ran away, (handcuffs are uncomfortable...just saying) and now this. Sometimes I just want to go to sleep and never wake up. Not die necessarily just engage in an endless sleep. BUT

so today i got called "Nazi" for the first time. i was sitting at lunch with my friends,as usual, and my one friend said that he wished he was German and i agreed(cuz i mean who doesn't??). a few seconds later this random kid who we don't even talk to comes and waves this piece of paper in our face with the Nazi flag on it. couple minutes later, he comes back and drops a note in my lap that said "REDRUM" (murder backwards...just in case..) i mean i expected it sooner or later,(for those of you who don't know me i make my love of Germans quite clear) but i didn't realize it would hurt so much. the thing that makes me angry is that i have jewis